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Mack Banner hasn’t made a movie in fifteen years. He’s been laying low, raising his daughter, hoping not to be recognized.

When a hot young screenwriter writes a script for him to star in, he’s drawn out of hiding to a remote island off the coast of Maine where part of the film will shoot.

Only, the screenwriter, on location for some last-minute rewrites, is suddenly missing. And as the crew spreads out to search for her, a storm brews on the horizon.

Soon they’ll be trapped, and people are starting to turn up dead...

Part Agatha Christie, part action thriller, DEADLY SHOOT by bestseller TJ Brearton will have you on the edge of your seat figuring out “who done it” as Mack races to keep his friends and loved ones safe and to stop a brutal killer before it’s too late.

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JULIE THOUGHT HE WAS THE MAN OF HER DREAMS.

I walk into my bedroom. There’s a woman in my bed. Next to my fiancé. He promises her he has no idea who I am. That he’s never seen me before. He’s calling me a stalker.

But before I even know how to respond, someone’s breaking down the front door. Pounding up the stairs. I run, but I can’t hide.

Now I’m trapped in a cabin in the middle of nowhere in the midst of a blizzard with a man who swears he doesn’t know me. As though the last five years together never happened.

He’s lying.

And then he looks me right in the eye and whispers so our kidnappers can’t hear him:

‘I’m sorry.’

HER PERFECT FIANCÉ IS TURNING HER LIFE INTO A PERFECT NIGHTMARE.

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My Secret Life Writing Nonfiction

I live a secret, parallel life. In it, I write nonfiction.

In my everyday life, the one people see, I am a crime fiction author. But when no one is around and I’m alone in my office, I crack open a Mac Pages document and write about real things.

Some of this has made it online. First Tumblr, now Medium — I post without promotion or fanfare. Perhaps it’s like “Good Will Hunting,” with Will solving math problems and then escaping before anyone sees him. Why, Will? Because, secretly, he wants to be a mathematician. 

But these articles — from politics to philosophy to environmentalism — all tell a larger story. I’ve been telling some version of it since I was young. 

Around age 19, I was living in Fleetwood, NY. I remember crossing the street to my apartment building, to that glass-door entrance flanked by pin oaks, when it hit me: I would write a book called The Meaning of Life.  This is of course a terrible title and a seemingly pretentious thing to think — but rather than profess the actual meaning of everything, the book would draw from all sorts of disciplines, and synthesize them. 

Everything goes together. The world religions express similar themes, scripture can reveal philosophy and science, quantum physics is faith-like in its depictions. Electrons once in contact remain in contact no matter the time and space which separate them? Everything in existence emerges from and returns to a “field” that surrounds and binds us all? Upon death, the illusion of time collapses so that we’re now everywhere and everywhen??? Magical!

“God’s will” seems a lot like fate, or determinism, yet the concept of free will undergirds criminal justice, capitalism, even industrial animal agriculture. Agriculture turned animistic religiosity into polytheistic and later monotheistic religiosity because we invented gods to protect our animals and crops. 

Time is not linear. Big business and governments are hardly extricable. People are terrified of a “one-world government” yet oblige an overarching system of global consumer capitalism.  We’re consuming ourselves into runaway inflation and planetary collapse and conjuring a culture war through unhealthy social network interactions while at the same time living in an era of unprecedented peace and prosperity.

You could say it all started when I discovered The Book by Alan Watts. But since I was asking my friends if they believe in God as early as first grade, it probably began long before that.  

(Other favorite and influential works include Sapiens by Yuval Noah Harrari, Embracing Mind by B. Alan Wallace, How to Do the Work by Nicole LePera, Hate, Inc. by Matt Taibbi, The Field, by Lynne McTaggart, Why We’re Polarized by Ezra Klein, The True Believer by Eric Hoffer.)

As a recovering addict and consummate quitter of things (beginning fourteen years ago, I quit drugs and alcohol, then nicotine, then Facebook) I have 48 years of life experience to draw from. I raised my son (now 19 himself) as a single parent until he was five, when I met my wife, a mental health therapist who is my best friend and love of my life. We have two spectacular daughters together. 

But this is about being a closeted nonfiction writer. This is about feeling that it’s time to step into the light and begin sharing may “other side” with you — even if it risks upsetting the apple cart (because politics and philosophy and environmentalism can all do that).

I’m not sure if this is the best thing, to begin posting links to my nonfiction here, to start acknowledging it in my newsletter, but, heck. You only live once. (Probably.)

As a writer, I don’t have a supervisor. Or coworkers. It’s mostly just me. Some days are spent feeling aimless and torn. I search my soul for the right thing to do next, the most authentic. Hopefully this is that. 

Hopefully my nonfiction is useful to people. I have this nagging impulse to save the world. It may not be possible, but if I can nudge things in that direction, the effort is worth it.

I believe the key to this salvation includes looking inward at our own often unprocessed trauma and shame — unseen drivers of our daily actions. Because when we understand the influences on our ideologies, we can begin to appreciate the similarities, rather than the differences, among our most cherished beliefs.

Here are some of my latest, most popular articles on Medium:

 
 
 
 
 

Well? Tell me what you think. I would love to hear from you. Leave a comment below or get in touch THIS WAY.

The Truth About Writing

Even though it’s how I make a living, I still treat writing like it’s my second job. A lot of authors say in their bios that once they made it — they got an agent and/or a big hit book — everything changed and they quit the day job and moved into the spare bedroom as an office and started keeping regular hours, etc.

I never had regular hours or a real day job to begin with — I always cobbled my work together and had a home office. Plus, I was a single parent for a while. Today, the kids still come first, as does the house, the chores — the garden, especially, since nature waits for no man.

That’s not to say other authors don’t prioritize their children — I’m sure they do! Having a place to go and a schedule to see to are some of the best ways to give your family what they need most; that way, when you’re working you’re working and when you’re with them, you’re with them. 

I just don’t have that; I’m still mixing it all up in lots of ways, for perhaps both good and ill. Partly this is because, I think, I have many interests. But it’s also because I like to be done with all the “must-dos” before I sit down to write. Writing needs my full attention. And writing is something that, in many cases, I really enjoy doing. At least, it’s natural for me, when given a void of things to do, to want to write. It’s how I keep the voices quiet, the wolf from the door. 

Of course, all this could just be one convoluted confession that I’m a terrible procrastinator, and that could very well be true, too. 

Anyway, now that I’ve written this (I had to, I swear!) I’m off to tackle the actual day’s writing. 

Thanks so much for reading.

Reading List

I was asked by the “Find a Book Club” to come up with a short list of books that influenced me — here it is!”

pictured: reading on the beach while my daughters enjoy sand castles and sandy apples

Happy Birthday to my Amazing Wife

I don’t have social media, so this is where I shall tribute my amazing wife, Dava, who is many things:

From our humble beginnings, a new mother to my young son…

A young son who then grew up…

She is an incredible, attentive mother to our beautiful daughters…

She is a rescuer of stranded kittens…

A devoted dog mom…

A hiker…

A camper and canoer…

A skier…

She has a wonderful career helping people, she is a loyal friend and sister and kind to all she meets…

And to me, she is my darling, my best friend, and the love of my life.

Happy birthday, baby.

Yours forever,

Timmy